God love us or not this confuse me so much .
My question was if God love us why we need to seek him and why he put us in trouble?
From today’s incident I found my answer. Today I had so much pain in my heart. When I felt that this pain is increasing and increasing that time I thought maybe I am going to die and I I said to God I really don’t know God you love me or not you will say me or not it’s your choice because I’m done with my life. I don’t care about i live or not.
My pain was increasing and I thought if god loves me then he should end this pain.
Second thought came in my mind many times he saved me . I said God show me your love. But my pain was increasing and increasing. You know why because I was not seeking him not calling him wholeheartedly I was testing him. There was no need to test him. But I did it and my pain was increasing and increasing.
Later I thought that I want to live and I call him with my whole heart that save me please save me. Now my heart pain was decreasing decreasing
Today I found a relevant answer. I think if we will focus on them then we can find that what is faith?
1 God has never said that on Earth you will not face any problem or sorrow. But he promised us that in storm and every trouble he will be with us.
2 if we are facing storm GOD come very close us that time we should call god ,we should seek him ,we should pray because that time when we call and GOD help us and that time our relationship get stronger and stronger. Whenever clouds of suspicion and false belief hover over and when we remember that god has helped us many time he saved us many time and he will save us this time our faith gets stronger . That is why God always say that whenever you are in trouble when you are facing any storm I am very close to you but you have to call me you have to pray .
3 but sometime we don’t know what is problem behind us what can happen with us. That time god save us it shows his love because he knew that a big storm is coming toward you that is exactly behind you but you don’t know about your storm but he knows about it and he savee you even you don’t know about it. It is called his love because he cares about you. It shows his care love unconditional love.
Whenever your faith waver call him trust him. And remember how many times he had helped you because in sorrow we feel that God is not with us, God is not understanding us and sometimes , we think God exists or not. It happens many time with me I was just finding answer of this question but today from my pain I found answer.
When you are facing a storm speak to him prey say that you need him and he will help you.
It make our connection of a relationship stronger and stronger.
But when we don’t know what is problem what is behind are what kind of storm cyclon tsunami behind us he help us he Saves because he knew that you don’t know about the storm but he knows. It is his unconditional love.
Hold his hand , trust him , seek him , love him, live for him . He just want goodness love from you for animals and human.
IF YOU PRAY DON’T THINK TWICE JUST PRAY AND BELIEVE . HE IS MIGHTY.